Issue 10: Life is Real Only Then, When ‘I Am’ | Glory Chasing | Nine-ball

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Last month was Khรดra’s one-year anniversary! Thank you for your enthusiastic response to our magazine over the past year, and ENORMOUS THANKS and LOVE to our subscribers. Over the past year, it has been an honor to collaborate with so many visionary writers and artists, whose work for Khรดra is being shared all over โ€” from writing workshops to university lectures to publications to social media. Just last month, we were thrilled to read Hippocampus Magazineโ€™interview with author Megan Stielstra, in which she called Khรดra โ€œan amazing experimental journal.โ€ We are humbled and couldnโ€™t do it without you, our phenomenal subscribers. Thank you, thank you, thank you.

Issue 10โ€™s Featured Writer, Priyanka Sacheti, is a writer and poet based in Bangalore, India. Her literary work has appeared in many literary journals such as Barren, Parentheses Art, Dust Poetry Magazine, Popshot, The Lunchticket, and Jaggery Lit, as well as various anthologies. She is currently working on a poetry and short story collection. Her poem One Day is accompanied by her photo of an โ€œunfurled hibiscus / glowing quietly in the dusty December light.โ€

Weโ€™re excited to feature Argentinian-born, Berlin-based multimedia artist Juan Arata, who works in the fields of installation, video, sculpture, writing and painting. Issue 10โ€™s cover image Life is Real Only Then, When ‘I Am’ (pictured below, from Arataโ€™s recent exhibition) explores the notion of the occult.

โ€œI create as I speak

but I donโ€™t know the higher language

just a notion of the occult.

The secret knowledge is in the mistake.โ€

In Issue 10, weโ€™re back with new work from our collaborative team of curated writers: Carol Fischbach, Ploi Pirapokin, Adam Swanson, and Sabrina Tom. What a gritty, glorious group! Weโ€™ve also collaborated in this issue with phenomenal artists Helen G. Blake, Jen Fuller, Fay Ku, and Soumya Netrabile.

If you love what youโ€™re seeing, please subscribe, share, tweet, retweet, and post, and Khรดra will be back next month.

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Yours,

Leigh Hopkins
and the Corporeal/Khรดra squad

โ€œI cannot write petrol without thinking of you.

It is a favorite scent of mine 

but it was a truth I nurtured in secret:

myself at petrol stations,

drunk on those rich fumes.โ€

โ€” from One Day by featured writer Priyanka Sacheti

Issue 9: The Waves Hear Every Promise You’ve Made | Help the Shoots Grow, Pull Them | Connective Tissue

It was barely a fraction of a second, but a fear had gotten throughโ€”something primal and wild.

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In Issue 9, Khรดra is back with a brilliant new team of four writers and four artists. This collaborative team of eight will work together on Issues 9 – 12, and weโ€™re excited for you to meet them.

Issue 9โ€™s featured writer is Chloe Clark, the author of Collective Gravities, Your Strange Fortune, and more. Her forthcoming books include Escaping the Body and Every Song a Vengeance. In The Waves Hear Every Promise Youโ€™ve Made, a renowned limnologist is called to investigate a strange occurrence at a lake from her past:

โ€œSomeone found a pile of bones washed ashore. Like a whole pile. Some animal bones, maybe some human.โ€

Chloe Clarkโ€™s artful, eerie short story is paired with two of her own photographs of Lake Superior.

Featured artist Colleen Keefe (they/them) is a visual artist, writer and curator based in Philadelphia. Keefe says of their current body of work: โ€œFor a long time my work has explored methods for breeding urban environments using organic modelsโ€”multicellular organismsโ€™ reproductive and propulsion strategies, pollination methods employed by plants, or stellar birthโ€ฆmore recently I’ve been experimenting with gestural work and writing. Untitled 2020.1 is part of a series of smaller gestural, meditative works on Yupo paper.โ€

In addition to their studio practice, Keefe has been curating since 1995โ€”first, as co-director of 57 Hope in the Williamsburg section of Brooklyn, NY (1995-2001)โ€”and currently as co-director of Mount Airy Contemporary (2009-present).

Itโ€™s exciting to watch an issue come together, and in this one, I was taken surprise by the synergy of several distinct meditations on the stars. If you love what youโ€™re reading and seeing, please share, tweet, retweet, comment, and post. Khรดra will be back with a new issue next month.

Yours,

Leigh Hopkins
and the Corporeal/Khรดra squad


Issue 9 Highlights

The Waves Hear Every Promise Youโ€™ve Made by Featured Writer Chloe Clark

โ€œThe stretch of road that snakes between land and Lake Superior was always shifting between sight and secretsโ€”thatโ€™s how Karaโ€™s son had described it, when he was young, on one of their long drives up to the cabin, and it had stuck in her head ever since. She thought of it again as she broke free from the darkness of a tunnel and the lake was suddenly there beside her. It shimmered under the sun, all light and vastnessโ€ฆโ€

Read The Waves Hear Every Promise Youโ€™ve Made.

Watch Khรดra Salon

HOLY MOTHER OF OCEANSโ„ข last weekโ€™s Khรดra Salon was brilliant! Thank you to Lilly Dancyger, Gina Rae La Cerva, Kayla Kumari Upadhyaya, Kat Lewis, and Nay Saysourinho for bringing your gorgeous energy and talents to this event.

For those of you who werenโ€™t able to join us live, the recording is available now.

Password: Kh0raSal0n!


Follow along as they read

Not a Memoir by Featured Writer Lilly Dancyger / artwork by Joe Schactman

Wild Spring Immunity Tea by Featured Writer Gina Rae La Cerva

Bring to a boil, then simmer by Featured Writer Kayla Kumari Upadhyaya / Artwork by Christina McPhee

Absolutely Not an Autobiographical Account by Curated Writer Kat Lewis / artwork by Lynne Harlow

Dr. Manhattan Considers Oppenheimer by Curated Writer Nay Saysourinho / Artwork by Saskia Jordรก 

Look for Issue 9 and a spectacular new team of writers and artists in our next post!

With our galactic gratitude,

Leigh Hopkins

and the Corporeal Writing Squad

Khรดra Salon: September 1 at 4 PT / 7 ET

Youโ€™re invited to join us for an afternoon/evening of live readings from our most recently featured writers on Wednesday, September 1 at 4 PT / 7 ET. Save the date and weโ€™ll send a reminder with the Zoom link next week.

Khรดra Salon

When: Wednesday, September 1 at 4 PT / 7 ET.

Hosts

Leigh Hopkins
Lidia Yuknavitch

Lilly Dancyger (Issue 6)
Gina Rae La Cerva (Issue 7)
Kayla Kumari Upadhyaya (Issue 8)

Curated Writers

Kat Lewis (Issues 5-8)
Eva Recinos (Issues 5-8)
Nay Saysourinho (Issues 5-8)

See you soon!

Love,

Leigh Hopkins and the Corporeal Writing Squad

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Issue 8: Bring to a boil, then simmer | Dr. Manhattan Considers Oppenheimer | the end

The soup is meant to be a reminder. You want to remind herโ€”with spices and matchsticked scallions and cracked seeds and noodles and thick, hot brothโ€”you are all her body needs.

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In Issue 8, weโ€™re thrilled to share Bring to a boil, then simmer, by our featured writer Kayla Kumari Upadhyaya. Kaylais a lesbian writer of essays, short stories, and pop culture criticism living in Miami. She is currently a fiction editor at TriQuarterly and a writer for Autostraddle. Her short stories appear or are forthcoming in McSweeney’s Quarterly Concern, Catapult, The Offing, The Journal, and Joyland. She attended the 2020 Tin House Summer Workshop for short fiction and is an upcoming fellow for Lambda Literary’s Writers Retreat for Emerging LGBTQ Voices. Bring to a boil, then simmer rides the edge between pleasure and pleasing; Kaylaโ€™s words are paired with the explosive artwork of painter Christina McPhee.

Youโ€™ll want to take your time with Christine Larsenโ€™s graphic story, the end. Christine is a Harvey Award-nominated cartoonist and illustrator, who has created art for comics, book covers, stories, posters and websites; working with clients such as Dark Horse, Image, IDW, BOOM! Studios, Simon & Schuster, and Cartoon Network. In 2018, she created a 100-foot mural, titled Farewell to Night, at the Philadelphia International Airport. Larsen is an adjunct instructor at the University of the Arts and lives in North Philadelphia, where she โ€œtoils over an unforgiving drawing board, creating horrible wonders for the amusement of her demon cohort.โ€

This is the last issue from our current team of curated writers and artists. Theyโ€™ve been a dream team in every way! If you love what youโ€™re seeing, please share, tweet, retweet, comment, and post.

Khรดra will be back with a new team of writers and artists in our next issue.

Yours,

Leigh Hopkins
and the Corporeal/Khรดra squad

โ€œThe soup is meant to be a reminder. You want to remind herโ€”with spices and matchsticked scallions and cracked seeds and noodles and thick, hot brothโ€”you are all her body needs.โ€

โ€” from Bring to a boil, then simmer by Featured Writer Kayla Kumari Upadhyaya


Issue 8 Highlights

Bring to a boil, then simmer by Featured Writer Kayla Kumari Upadhyaya / Artwork by Christina McPhee

โ€œGinger and garlic and hot pepper and fennel butter-sputter in the bottom of a soup pot while you wrap your bloody finger with a damp paper towel. Your fingertip caught on the grater again. Distracted by the wound, you burned the butter. The smell reminded you of pancakes, but you chucked the brown gloop in the sink and began again. Butter, ginger, garlic, hot pepper, fennelโ€”back in the pot. Turmeric and coriander seeds, too.

A grated finger is nothing.โ€

Read Bring to a boil, then simmer.

Issue 7: Wild Spring Immunity Tea, When Bodies Touch, A Portrait

When the world feels like too much, take your grief into the woods.

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This issueโ€™s featured writer, Gina Rae La Cerva, is a geographer, environmental anthropologist, and award-winning writer. Her book Feasting Wild: In Search of the Last Untamed Food was recommended by the New York Times for their 2020 Summer Reading List. Ginaโ€™s search for โ€œthe last untamed foodโ€ began after she noticed an increase in the price of wild-caught foods. โ€œFoods that had been associated with subsistence and poverty for most of human historyโ€ had suddenly become luxuries, and she set out on a quest to understand why. Wild Spring Immunity Tea was written after a recent forage near Ginaโ€™s home in Santa Fe, and the piece is accompanied by a photograph of her finds.

Esther Pearl Watsonโ€™s series โ€œSafer at Home: Pandemic Paintingsโ€ is a collection of 100 small paintings created in the tradition of ex-votos. Esther has been working in this style for several years; prior to the pandemic, many of her paintings include visits from spaceships and alien visitors. Esther chose the Carpenterโ€™s quirky, creepy version of โ€œThe Rainbow Connectionโ€ to accompany her painting, The Stay at Home Order Starts at Midnight. She writes, โ€œWhat was heading our way? We had no idea how to protect our families. Looking back, it is easy to see some of our early rushes to the store to stock up on toilet paper or disinfectant wipes were desperate acts of an anxious society.โ€

Weโ€™re thrilled to share new work from our current team of curated writers and artists. If you love what youโ€™re seeing, please share, tweet, retweet, and post, and Khรดra will be back next month.

Yours,

Leigh Hopkins
and the Corporeal/Khรดra squad

โ€œWhen the world feels like too much, take your grief into the woods. Bring a basket and a pair of sharp scissors.โ€

โ€” from Wild Spring Immunity Tea by Featured Writer Gina Rae La Cerva


Issue 7 Highlights

Wild Spring Immunity Tea by Featured Writer Gina Rae La Cerva

โ€œWhen the world feels like too much, take your grief into the woods. Bring a basket and a pair of sharp scissors. 

Gather over-wintered rose hips from the bare stalks of wild roses. They will taste jammy and sweet, leathery on the tongue, like Natureโ€™s candy. Sit on the ground and eat a few. Spit out the many seeds as a prayer for new flowers. 

Gently pull off wrinkled juniper berries, leftovers from last fall. They will sound like hail as they drop into your basketโ€ฆโ€

Read Wild Spring Immunity Tea.

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Issue 6: Not a Memoir, romance scam, Busy Signal

“How much do you love me? Will you eat sashimi with me? Are you adventurous?”

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For Issue 6, it was a treat to collaborate with this monthโ€™s featured writer Lilly Dancyger, whose highly-anticipated memoir Negative Space will be released on May 1, 2021. Khรดraโ€™s current cover image was considered for the cover of Lillyโ€™s memoir, a book that blends journalism, memoir, and criticism to examine her memories of her father, who was part of the iconic 1980s East Village art scene. This issueโ€™s gritty, affectionate piece Not a Memoir was not included in the final version of Negative Space, and weโ€™re thrilled to give it new life here.

In his day-to-day work life, this monthโ€™s featured artist Anthony Grant creates commercial design work for the masses. While his professional work strives for perfection and/or โ€œsolutions,โ€ his personal artwork aims to be disruptive, while drawing on the familiar, using certain visual cues and symbols often found in advertising to question identity and cultural norms/expectations. The viewer is meant to question the meaning of the piece, and the meaning of the cultural icons and symbols Anthony has appropriated.

In Anthonyโ€™s words:

Busy Signal is part of an ongoing body of work which combines my interests in symbols both graphic and personal, representation of African Americans in media, textures, and recycling in both literal and figurative terms.

Before you dive into Issue 6, I want to mention the recent controversy over Substackโ€™s decision to publish writers who have been vicious in their opinions of the trans community. We have written to Substack to advocate for justice, equity, inclusion, and diversity, and demanded that they remove these writers from the platform. If you know us, you know we take this seriously, and weโ€™re not going to let this go.

In the meantime, if you love what youโ€™re seeing here, please share, tweet, retweet, and post, and Khรดra will be back next month.

Yours,

Leigh Hopkins
and the Corporeal/Khรดra squad

โ€œHow much do you love me? Will you eat sashimi with me? Are you adventurous?โ€

โ€” from romance scam, Nay Saysourinho


Issue 6 Highlights

Not a Memoir by Featured Writer Lilly Dancyger / artwork by Joe Schactman

โ€œThree years into the process, I was having trouble adjusting to the idea that I was writing a memoir. I didnโ€™t want to write about myself, I wanted to write about my father. But I couldnโ€™t seem to do one without the other. I wanted to make a book of his art, immortalized images printed cleanly next to the story of his life, a canonization. But every piece of his story I uncovered led me back to my grief over his death, my anger at his addiction, the splintered relationship with my mother Iโ€™d been left with when he died. I kept saying the book I was writing was an artist monograph, but every day the words stared back at me, so clearly, defiantly, a memoirโ€ฆโ€

Read Not a Memoir.


romance scam by Nay Saysourinho / artwork by Saskia Jordรก

โ€œDear Mark, I donโ€™t understand how the money still hasnโ€™t reached you. Are you sure you gave me the right account number? Itโ€™s so strange! But donโ€™t worry. I will sort out the matterโ€ฆโ€

Read romance scam.


Busy Signal by Featured Artist: Anthony Grant

โ€œIn his day to day work life, Anthony Grant creates commercial design work for the masses. He spends his days crafting user interfaces as well as other digital and or printed media relying on acquired knowledge of the graphic arts. Balancing those โ€œrulesโ€ of design with his own intuition and style. While his professional work strives for perfection and or โ€œsolutionsโ€, his personal art work aims to be disruptive, while drawing on the familiar, using certain visual cues and symbols often found in advertising to question identity and cultural norms/expectationsโ€ฆโ€

Read Busy Signal.


Your Future Self Is a Stranger by Kat Lewis / Artwork by Lynne Harlow

โ€œWhen I was twenty-three, I promised my best friend I would carry her child. The year after we graduated from college, doctors needed to do a hysterectomy to save her lifeโ€”a surgery she was considering forgoing. โ€œIf I canโ€™t be a mother, I should just die,โ€ Bora had told me in the black of our San Francisco apartment as we watched Where the Wild Things Are. We sat on our secondhand sofa, sharing my childhood blanket, and I tried to imagine life without herโ€ฆโ€

Read Your Future Self Is a Stranger.

Issue 5: (Black) Boy Wonder, Powdered Sugar, The Bylaws of Male and Female Friendships, and the next Khรดra team

“Resisting plot is a political act”

โ€œThereโ€™s a risk in what these objects represent. There are people who would love to see this project disappear; people who want this to go away. Iโ€™m not paranoid, Iโ€™m just realistic that these objects need to be safeguarded. I hate to point that out, but itโ€™s become a reality. If I hadnโ€™t collected these items, no one would believe me.โ€

This is what artist Tom Kiefer told me about his body of work, โ€œEl Sueรฑo Americano / The American Dream,โ€ a photographic documentation of the personal belongings carried by migrants and asylum-seekers that were seized by the U.S. Customs and Border Protection. In 2019, I visited Tom Kieferโ€™s studio in Ajo, Arizona, and as we sat among the thousands of objects he has been documenting, I was reminded of something Lidia said during a workshop in Portland back in 2018: โ€œResisting plot is a political act.โ€ Read about Tomโ€™s work in Cynthiaโ€™s CD Collection.

In Issue 5, youโ€™ll meet Jamar Nicholas, author of Leon, Protector of the Playground. Jamar is a cartoonist and graphic novelist who created Leon โ€œfor a new generation of kids who weren’t seeing themselves in the fiction they consumed.โ€ As he wrote in (Black) Boy Wonder:

โ€œas a child, I enjoyed Spider-Man, but I didn’t want to be a white guy sticking to the side of a building, I just wanted the sticky building.โ€

Congratulations to Jamar, who just signed a three-book deal with Scholastic to bring Leon the Extraordinary to the page.

Iโ€™m also thrilled to introduce the new team of four writers and four artists who are collaborating with us to create the next four issues of Khรดra. If you love what youโ€™re seeing, please share, repost, tweet, and retweet, and weโ€™ll be back next month.

Hot tip: How do you make the รด in Khรดra? Press and hold the option key and the letter i, release and click o.  

Oceans of lรดve,

Leigh Hopkins

and the Corporeal Writing Squad

Issue 4: The Kissing Games, Why I Will Vaccinate, into alive now: choreographies of becoming

Get ready to dive into Issue 4. So much has changed since we were last together. It seems like many of us are moving between states of relief and grief, and all of this monthโ€™s artists have something to say about coping. Youโ€™ll read about moving forward while confronting the past, the many ways we offer each other consolation, and the deep, animal need for a collective howl of joy. 

All week, weโ€™ve been singing along with the playlist included at the end of Shane Rowlandโ€™s piece. We hope youโ€™ll love it, too. Her words offer the kind of connection and community we crave.

โ€œinto alive now 

inside cells of who we are

becoming   utterly hereโ€

โ€” into alive now: choreographies of becoming


We hope that the latest issue offers you a soft place to land. 

With our galactic gratitude,

Leigh Hopkins
and the Corporeal Writing Squad


Issue 4 Highlights

The Kissing Games by Featured Writer Tammy Delatorre / artwork by Yael Peleg Zeelim

In addition to being named a 2020-2021 Steinbeck Fellow, this monthโ€™s featured writer Tammy Delatorre has received many other literary awards, including the Payton Prize, Slippery Elm Prose Prize, CutBankโ€™s Montana Prize for Nonfiction, and Columbia Journal Fall Contest. Her writing has also appeared in Los Angeles Review, Zone 3Hobart OnlineThe Rumpus, and Vice

Her short fiction is paired with the embroidery of Israeli artist Yael Peleg Zeelim. 

She calls him late one night, a stranger who slid his number across a bar.  

โ€œOf course, I remember you,โ€ he says. โ€œRed dress. Mojito Mondays.โ€

Read The Kissing Games.


Ghosts of her Migration by Featured Artist Samira Abbassy

During featured artist Samira Abbassyโ€™s 30 year career, her work has been acquired for private and public collections, including the Metropolitan Museum of Art, the British Museum, the British Government Art Collection, the Burger Collection, the Donald Rubin collection (Rubin Museum, NY), the Farjam Collection, Dubai; the Devi Foundation, India; the Omid foundation, Iran; and NYUโ€™s Grey Art Gallery Collection.

โ€œI chose music and a quote to accompany my diptych, Ghosts of Her Migration,because both reflect the sense of homesickness and displacement conveyed in this piece.โ€

Read Ghosts of Her Migration


While I Will Vaccinate by Sagirah Shahid / artwork by Christa David

โ€œBefore the Belmont report when the U.S. Government gathered 600 Black men

who tilled Alabamaโ€™s blood stained terrain with their calloused hands, first generation

to grow up technically free, in the sense thatโ€ฆโ€

Read While I Will Vaccinate.

Issue 3 is here!

Letโ€™s jump in.

For our third issue, it has been an absolute joy to collaborate with writer and artist Erin Clark, author of If You Really Love Me, Throw Me Off the Mountain. Erin’s work across film, self portraiture, creative nonfiction, and fiction is a reclaiming of disability in narrative, which is historically and commonly extracted and misused in all areas of art and media. Let Erinโ€™s The Queen of Cups transport you from quarantine life to another shore.

This monthโ€™s featured art, Justice for all, features the spectacularly powerful work of contemporary artist Sara Rahbar. A passionate animal rights activist and deeply kind human, Sara says of her work: โ€œSeparation and belonging have been persistent themes throughout my life. Reflecting this idea, I attach pieces together until they form a solid unit each belonging to the other. My point of entry as a mixed-media artist has been purposing various types of textiles, wood, bronze and collected objects in ways that present different aspects of their inherent physical characteristics, revealing them in unexpected, unseen ways.โ€

Check out the Issue 3 highlights from our current team of writers and artists below.

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With our galactic gratitude,

Leigh Hopkins
and the Corporeal Writing Squad


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Issue 3 Highlights

In every issue of Khรดra, we feature the work of a curated team of four writers and four artists. This team will change every four months. In addition, we feature the work of one groundbreaking writer and one visual artist.

Hereโ€™s what weโ€™re excited about in Issue 3:


The Queen of Cups by featured writer Erin Clark / film by Erin Clark

Writer and multimedia artist Erin Clark is the featured writer for Issue 3. Erin is the author of If You Really Love Me, Throw Me Off the Mountain and co-author of the upcoming Breakup Artist. She is a Canadian world-traveller, world champion and record holder as a parapole athlete, and, as a paragliding pilot, Erin has a wheelchair that can fly.

โ€œThe Queen of Cups sits on a throne at the edge of the water. Waves lick her toes and she holds a chalice and symbolizes things. What I always think when I see this tarot card is: someone had to bring in that throneโ€ฆโ€

Read The Queen of Cups.


birdgirl by Shane Rowlands / artwork by Lori Lorion

Note: Shaneโ€™s piece includes the subject of someone who leaves the world by their own hands. We wanted to mention the sensitive nature of the content to our community.

โ€œNot long after we arrived in Australia, I drew a picture. I know this because my mother kept it and I have it now. Dusty it sits downstairs on top of a chest of drawers. A fading buttery card inside a simple square wooden frameโ€ฆโ€

Read birdgirl.